VFL to a negative result. Sigh...

I have to pretend I'm relieved because my fiancé and I aren't ready (well... I am) and our family's think we should wait at least six months to a year after our October 2017 wedding to have a baby so we can enjoy each other. Had 4 blue vfl and then tried FR and a dollar store pink test and both are obvious negatives. This time last year I had a chemical pregnancy and it was extremely depressing. My fiancé wasn't happy at first but then got excited about it and then we "lost" it. 😔