Dear heart... πŸ’”πŸ˜”

mika πŸ˜˜πŸ’• β€’ First time mom πŸ’™πŸ‘£Β° Wife πŸ’πŸ’Ž
How many time am I going to have to patch you up before you learn?? I know you fall way to easy and when you do its head first but look your broken into a million little piece and the other person doesn't even care. I understand this time was worse and I don't know how I will fix this one. This time it's going to leave scars and you will never be the same. I'm sorry we can never pick the right one and I honestly believe we will forever be alone. I fuck everything up for you. I don't deserve nothing, I deserve to be alone without you. We stay up all night crying our eyes out and no one seems to hear. We are the saddest people and everyone thinks we are so happy. I don't how much more you can take before I can no longer patch you up again. I've never been actually depressed and now that I am it sucks... When will I be happy again??