I am trying so hard to be the best everything I can be and its just exhausting. Right now my mom and sister are living with my husband and I because they do not have a home and my moms boyfriend may be staying sometimes too, I'm hoping she will finally kick him to the curb. I try to be a good wife and help pay bills. but I don't make much at all. I try to clean and have the house nice and cook for him and stuff. I try to be a good dog mom, but I just don't have a lot of money, but I do all I can for them. I also have anger issues. I try to be a good big sister, but I just feel like I'm failing. My dad doesn't talk to me at all anymore and neither does my step mom that use to be like my mom when she was still married to my dad. I try to be a good employee, but they just run me over and make me feel stupid and like I don't do anything. I only make about $300 every 2 weeks and I just feel like I can't help my husband at all with bills and stuff. I haven't had a period in 4 months and haven't been able to make my husband a father like he wants so badly. And before you say anything about us having a baby, we will do just fine in our situation. We have been much worse off and found a way. Can someone suggest hobbies or something? please. I need to try and relax and get back in touch with myself and figure shit out in myself so I can be better for the others counting on me.