losing hope

Natesha • stay at home mom of a beautiful 6 year old! been with my husband for 7 years, finally made it official and got married 3 years ago. We have been TTC our 2nd child for 4 years.

I am 24 years old and my husband is 27. I have a 6 years old daughter already. My husband and I have been TTC for 4 years now with no success. Every month is like a blow to my chest when I my period. I want another baby so bad, but I feel like I'm losing hope. I have found myself getting jealous whenever I see a woman who is pregnant thinking it should be me. I feel guilty about that but I can't help it. Anyone else have these issues or feel this way?