My boyfriend is in college .. it's been a week since I've seen him and trying to adjust to him not being here is so so so so hard. Today is our 10 month anniversary as well ... this boy is literally my everything and we haven't been talking much because his phone is off .. I haven't been really in the mood to do things and I cry at least 3 times a day . I'm in the choir & band at school and that keeps me busy... but the thing is he was in the band before he graduated so it's not the same .. it's hard for me to concentrate at school and at my job.... I can't vent to anyone because my friends do not care and I don't want to hear nobody in my family or at school say "y'all arent gonna last ..." "it's other boys out here , you're young" or "he's gonna cheat." I've been with this boy for 10 months, we're each other first loves , and he has NEVERRR CHEATED ON ME, no break ups.. it's just I'm hurting soooo bad .. this is a different feeling for me . I really miss him 😔💔❤️