I work 2 days a week and stay home the rest. I go to school full time online. My husband is gone from 9 am - 10:30-11:30 at night. I love staying home. We experienced daycare for 3 weeks and it was not good. I've tried to talk to my family but everyone is so busy they don't have time. My husband spends 1 hour talking to his brother (who he works for) and to their family in another country. It takes 20 min to get home. Lately our almost 10 month old stays up until 12. Her sleep is so bad but I am having a hard time mentally doing everything on my own while my husband spends 1 hour talking to his family. If I was working I would be trying to come home as fast as I can. Is it fair that I get angry at this when he does it every night?? I just don't understand. I feel like he just sleeps here. I'm so lonely and upset all the time. I don't have a lot of friends and the ones I do are always busy. I write on here all the time because of that. When he comes home he doesn't talk. It is just so miserable sometimes.