Feel bummed 😢

Few days from being 39weeks and im just annoyed that i haven't had my son or any signs of him coming anytime soon last appointment was 37weeks dr. said he felt his head but i was closed 😢 this is mine and my S/O first son he works out of town and where he works he doesn't get service so im just upset his most likely going to miss our sons birth..his only home sat/sundays. Am i wrong for feeling this way? This pregnancy is different and makes me feel frustrated fast i have no patience and im very emotional and uncomfortable..which is way different than when i was pregnant with my girls. Is it just my hormones?