Any other still pregnant moms feeling utterly depressed?

I'm 39 weeks tomorrow and literally so detached because I'm so depressed from waiting. No one thought I would make it to my due date and now I'm 8 days away and it literally feels like I'm not even pregnant most of the time lately. I used to have contractions all the time and things would happen that would make me feel like I was going to have him early etc but I've had NOTHING and my cervix is still closed. I'm supposed to have a sweep tomorrow but I know damn well I'm gonna get there and not be dilated worth a shit and just get sent home. I have finally come to terms that my baby is not coming out on his own and that I'll have to be fucking induced because my body can't do what it's supposed to. Rant over. I'm just sleeping all day and zoning out to get through the days.