My husband and I have recently started TTC after a year of "not preventing but not full out trying" we have a bit of an age difference (me 25 / him 37) so time isn't on our side. He already has a low count and taking treatment for that. He loves my son very much and I'm hopeful we can have one of our own. I'm not the most patient person, and this is my first 2WW. My box of pregnancy tests stares me down each morning and I have to fight the urge to take it. My life is now summed up by fighting the urge to pee on a stick...what happened to the good days of fighting the urge to eat bread and ice cream for every meal. I'm 8 dpo and I'm just not sure how long I can hold off, but I'm not ready for another disappointment either... this last year of not conceiving was much harder than I ever imagined now truly TTC my heart is more invested than ever. 6 days left to go and no patience to guide me 🤞have mercy on my soul....and my coworkers this week