I feel like I'm going into this depression...I am 28 weeks pregnant and my husband hasn't really been 100% involved..he goes to all doctors appt, but literally we work opposite schedules I only have Sundays and Monday's off and he works Monday-Friday..so all in all the only day we actually get together is sundays..but yet he chooses to go fishing so far we literally have spent maybe 2-5 sundays together since I have been pregnant 😭 no matter how much I express to him how bad I just want to spend time with it him literally goes in one ear out the other..he uses the excuse of fishing all the time he says oh well I'm just trying to get all my fishing out of the way now because once our son comes I wont be able to fish anymore ( wish is so far from the truth) he knows he will still be able to go fishing..I am just so tired of being alone and we're we live we don't have any friends or family well he has a friend who he fishes with but me I don't have anyone..he knows I feel lonely..and then he sits there and wonders why I am always so upset (even though I tell him all the time I want to spend time with him...and then at times he will complain oh we never get to spend time with eachother blah blah blah..but when we have the day together he chooses to go fishing..part of me wants to just give up on trying but at the same time I dont like giving up but what more can I do, he shows NO AFFECTION to me at all, he used to cuddle me and wrap him arms around me when we slept and now he doesn't even touch me, he doesn't kiss me like he used to, and when he comes home from work on the nights I get out at a decent time what does he do just watches tv on his phone..he may as well be married to his phone than me 😢😭 I don't know how much more I can truly take I feel like I'm ready to have a nervous breakdown.

P.s we just had a talk about me wanting to spend the day with him and how I was upset with him yesterday because Saturday he promised we would do something together and spend the day together but he ended up getting up at 7 am and going fishing coming home around 2 and taking a look at our car and going back out till 645..we had this convo an hr ago, and then he decided to leave to go fishing..

The end.