Today was my 1st doctors appointment. According to my last period I'm supposed to be approximately 8-9 weeks. However the baby did not have a heartbeat and was only measuring at 6 weeks. I saw it the look on nurse practitioners face she was trying to be positive but deep down inside I knew what she was avoiding from telling me. I had to go get my blood drawn to test my hgc levels and need to go two more times. I'm so sad 😭 I wanted this so much and I'm at a loss. Everyone says well at least we know you can get pregnant but I don't know if I can go through this again.