I have been going thru so much stress. First my boyfriend is barely wanting anything to do with me and this baby because he claims he's scared I live with my mom and she adopted my cousin and he eats up all the food! Like literally I have to go to bed hungry and starving every day because he eats all the food! My mom wants me to pay her bills when I can't even get things fixed in my car because I have no money at all. I'm starting a new job but it's so hard staying awake and not getting nauseous! I don't believe in abortion but I would rather just take a pill for both my unborn kid and I could just be gone. I'm tired of living and going thru this. I just don't know what to do with myself. I'm scared but I'm confident that once I get past this, everything will be alright.