I don't know where to start. I feel like my life just came crashing down around me. I've been fighting with my partner. We're on vacation at his family's place and that's making everything that much more difficult.

At this point, I don't feel sure of anything. I especially don't feel sure of myself and who I am. I don't feel like I have an identity. The only thing I know is that I love my partner and that he loves me. I don't know what to do. I'm not even sure what I hope to come from posting and sharing this but I feel I should.

I love my partner and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. Lately, it seems every effort I make towards that is pushing it the opposite direction. I think it might be me. I don't know how to move forward right now. I believe I need help. I just don't know what that means for my life right now.

I know I want to be with my partner. Heaven knows I don't deserve a man as great as him. Yet he still loves me through all of this and that's the best thing I could ask for...