I'm losing it! My bf can't keep a job ( works construction) and it just sucks. I want to be spoiled and not have to worry about bills.... I know he's stressed out too and this and that... but this has been going on for like two years. In the past year we moved in together and it's nice and all I just seem to always pay for everything. I love him with all my little heart...

I just wish he could keep a job. I could go back to school, I would be able to buy myself some new shoes for work.. some new clothes that fit me right..:

I just feel like he's my damn child and I worry about him that he worries about me :(

It makes me angry to see him playing games but I know he's applied to countless jobs and really he can't do much. We've tried staffing companies, and anything that helps you get a job. The construction is great when he does have work because it pays well... but he never knows when we gonna have work next.

And it's like he just assumes I'm cool with getting everything else.

The last job he had he got paid a nice amount.

We live in a really bad area and have had a break in and car broken into we can't afford to move elsewhere. He bought a gun... $300 that could've been put towards something else. He did give me more money for other bills but it really wasn't " half" like we planned to do.

Idk I'm sure some of you have read similar posts of mine and probably wonder why I don't leave him. I believe things can get better for him and that with help we can make something happen...I'm just tired of waiting