Realizing so much!

Realizing I'm back in the same situation again I just feel so dumb n stupid.. I try to keep a smile on my face n focus but it's so hard. But I know it will get better I just have to make a change!! The worst part is being pregnant n have to deal with so much and just pretend that nothing is worse or goin on.. Smh just stay to myself n cry when no one is around n write in my notes on how I feel.. ☹️🙁 just pray for me that's all I ask!