Frustrated

K

Life as a LEOW can be hard. Hours are long, and physically draining for them. Some weeks we could go several days with only a kiss in passing or nothing siting at all. I try not to complain to much- and support him with every fiber of my being, but sometimes- it's hard.

Tonight, coming home from a long day at work, on his day off, to a dirty house, hungry dogs, his laundry STILL everywhere, and him sleeping. I try to remind myself that he works swing-grave, 5pm-6am, with most days going in at 2pm. I know he needs his down time, but every. single. day. every off day, he does NOTHING. He sleeps and watches YouTube. After working my corporate 8-5 M-F I still have to come home to clean the house, cook food, go grocery shopping, and all other daily living tasks. I do all meal prep, grocery store, car maintenance, and other chores on my weekends. I just get frustrated and burnt out. Sometimes, I just wish he would lift a few fingers and want to be awake when I get home, and maybe clean something.

Anyway, I'm just a tad annoyed tonight and not a lot of people here to vent to (everyone seems to be connected and likes to gossip in our circle).

What do you do to get through the nights where you are frustrated with your spouse?