I got pregnant right after my IUD was removed, but that ended at 5+1. I got pregnant right after that (not actively trying, but not not trying). I thought it was going well, symptoms we're getting gradually worse, and then I mced at work. I got my first round of blood work done and my hcg levels were at 4, which already confirmed what I knew. I'm getting my second round done today, which I feel is pointless. I'm keeping my doctor's appointment to see what's going on (the one where I'd have gotten to see the baby) and I would have gotten to see the first baby today. my husband wants to start trying again, so that I might be pregnant at that appointment. I want to stay as far away from be as possible, because I can't deal with another loss again. I'm feelin bitter and angry and don't want to do anything even remotely related to babies or families or church or anything.