As of today I hate my husband , I feel so empty. I hate him because he looks at me and tell me I'm his world then proceeded to have inappropriate convos with other women and trust if I could leave I would but I can't because we are in debt and financially drained . I've never been one to just over look shit but I've overlooked so much and If we were just dating I would leave his as high and dry before he could even finish saying Mississippi ! But we married and I constantly have this conversation with him & he crus and apologies but it's fucking stupid cause he will do it again and send a dick pic & I just don't understand it but I don't accept it so I'm done mentally but physically I can't go anywhere 😷😡