I had a miscarriage back in march, when I was supposed to be almost 9 weeks, and then had a chemical just last month. Now I'm pregnant again, and am excited however I can't get past the fear. I don't want to hope because of the fear I'll lose this one too. My husband and I are clearly very fertile, but there seems to be an issue with them sticking. I literally test every day to make sure it's still positive and I refuse to call the dr until after the point I first saw spotting with the March loss. Anyone else have this issue with anxiety? There isn't much I can do to reassure myself right now, obviously time will tell if this one is growing correctly but how do you relax!?