I feel bad because I should only be happy with my newborn. which I AM. I am in love with this little man. but I feel like half my pregnancy was stolen from me because it was a suprise and we stressed in the beginning. I wanted our first to be planned and we'd be all excited and enjoy every moment. I hate that it wasn't like that for LO and I for the beginning pregnancy. I feel guilty being excited to plan the next one in a couple years. I feel this is part of my post partum depression as well. anyone ever feel this way?