Am I out this month?

B • married • mommy to be May ‘18. ❤️

Yesterday, I had to have blood work done and they also tested for pregnancy since my husband and I have been trying. I was 7or8dpo and it came back negative and I was distraught because I really felt like this was my month. I went home and googled and read some questions on here and I'm hoping that maybe implantation hasn't happened yet, but maybe that's just hope talking to me. My period is due in 4-5 days and I'm just really hoping it won't come. So, do you ladies think I'm out this month? 😕