Prayers please!


So I haven't had a period since June and I finally got the nerve up to make an appointment and I'm scared of the result being negative....all I want is Gods will in my life! I want a baby so bad, but trying to be patient, and see what God has planned! I'm afraid of disappointment! I've gotten some faint positives on clear blue but nothing on first response, that's why I don't know what to believe! But all you prayer warriors out there! Please say a pray for me! I want as many prayers as I can get going up for me on Monday! I know whatever happens it will be in Gods hands! Thank you! 😊