I just wanted to know the truth. I most likely would of understood if you would just tell me the truth. I wish you were in my position, would you trust me after I lied over and over again straight to you're face. Would you? It may not seem like it but I do have feelings in this tiny little heart of mine. Yes I do care what people think of me. It's not to make them happy i just wish I'd know. I don't know her I don't know how she is, she probably is a decent girl who once again you turn into a bad person. And you have a unique way of doing that to people, I didn't notice it until after I'd had changed. Until after I didn't feel anything. I feel numb, I don't know what's going on. You tell me to trust you but it's a little hard when all you've done was lie to me. I hate that I love you. You're not the same person I fell in love with though. It used to be magical, amazing yes it sounds a like corny but it was like that. Why did you think I took you back, after all the tears and set backs. You've cost me so much and I'm still here. I may never be able to understand you, just like you won't ever understand me. I wish we could, just the fact that we have such huge differences between the way we were raised to what we believe in. Heck now I don't even know what I believe in.