•This is going to be sort of long, apologies in advance•

I have known my husband for a long, long time, and he has been my best friend since we first met. He never gave up on me, no matter how often I pushed him away or hurt his feelings..

Him and I got engaged around last Christmas, and married not to long ago.. My husband recently entered the military, and on the same day I found out I was pregnant, he was sent to basic training for 10 weeks.

I miscarried, and when he came back home for a few days, we tried again. I am now 8 weeks pregnant, which he knows.. but after I told him i was pregnant, he began to act.. different.

He doesn't want to hear about my feelings, and he doesn't show any emotion towards me anymore. He called his mother to listen to the video of our babies heart beat, which doesn't bother me but he sort of shrugged the video off when I talked to him after that..

Whenever I bring up how I don't think he is wanting to be involved, or how I feel about anything recently he shits down or gets mad at me. Not to mention my mother died a few days ago and he is still acting to heartless to me. I have asked him if he wants a divorce, and he only gets angrier!

Last night on skype he dropped a large "oh yeah, I'm getting deployed after school" bomb on me, and then basically said "I'm going to bed now, bye." Without even trying to make me feel any better, knowing that I have lost my mother and I feel like I'm losing him too..

Divorce isn't an option, as I love him dearly.. but i don't know what to think anymore.. kind words and maybe advice would be nice.. thank you for reading my rant. 😞