I didn't like to consider myself a single parent because her dad comes around when he does and he provides for her financially every month. But my god I feel like I'm raising her alone and it hurts. I mean she's only four months so I know a lot can change.. but this is so hard for me. I love and enjoy the time with my daughter but I wish he were here to take her when this got overwhelming for me. I feel like I can't show weakness because I have to be strong all the time for her. sometimes I just need a break from it all.

He complains to me that every day he doesn't get home until 9 or 10.. I ask why and he says I go to work then I go to muy Thai then I eat dinner then I go to the gym. And I honestly get a little irritated because these are thing he actually enjoys. I'd LOVE some time to go out alone but I can't because I have a baby to watch. He doesn't take care of her, ever. He comes over for a few hours and spends time with her and that's it. He doesn't know what it's like and how hard it is. Somedays I just want to cry because its so hard. I need help.

Idk what to do anymore idk how to make It easier