I came to the hospital to check on my pregnancy. I'm currently 5w 4d according to my calculations.

I have 2 grown up kids. This is my 3rd. I never had a miscarriage. With all my pregnancies, I experienced pain just like menstrual cramping. Every time. I have no bleeding and no other problems.

Last week my Hcg numbers were raising normally and perfectly.

But stupid me, came to the hospital to get it checked and hoped for an early ultrasound.

Got more than i could bargain for.

Very young, seemly inexperienced doctor rushed to conclude after a 3 minutes ultrasound that I have an ectopic pregnancy, that it will explode, I will lose 2 or 3 liters of blood and I will die.

Just. Like. That.

I am alone, laying in a hospital bed, completely mortified. A sweet nurse told me a new blood test could indicate a healthy pregnancy. She sent the sample marked as "urgent".

I'm in Europe. It's already 4amhere. I'm shaking.

BESIDES THAT I FEEL FINE!

No pain whatsoever!

He said I'm not going home. I'm getting a surgery tonight.

Just. Like. That.

No second opinions, no more tests, nothing.

My powerful female instinct tells me I'm ok. My tiny seed is ok.

And that this doctor is a asshole.

Any opinions? Too early to see the yolk sac? Too harsh doctor decision?

If you are reading this, please. Pray for me.

Love,

Gabriela.