This is mainly here for me to just vent cause idk what to do anymore. I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of living pay check to pay check. I'm tired of not having even $5 for myself because I give majority of my money earned to my mom for bills. I'm tired of not being able to do anything I need to get done for me because I'm helping her so much, I love my mom. I'd die for her. But I can't even be excited about leaving for bootcamp because things are stressed out financially at home. I'm just.......I'm tired. Extremely tired.