just gave up on ever being a mom.

all my friends are mothers to beautiful kids I mean my best friends, me on the other hand have been battling infertility... its just got to a point wer I look down on any pregnant or mother with their kid. not because amnot happy but because I want that type of love too. I just feel like God is unfair sometimes... makes me wish id got a kid before my degree maybe id be happier. sorry ladies I had to vent... en dont get me wrong I love all your babies ladies keep en happy for you just wish id get a congrats too for once in a lifetime...