well, may be its a little bit over. but, i always feel sad to be apart with my boyfriend. one year ago i was very often spend my night with my bf until feels like life together. but now, there was his little brother stay with him. and i can stay with him anymore. idk but this habitual not easy to erase. every night i feel sad to apart with him. i want to stay with him. but for marry, we're not ready yet. well i just want to share my story :) sorry if i am a little bit over.