i had my bundle of joy august 24, 2017. Her name is Shiloh. She's our love of our life. the only problem is i'm just so frustated of myself...

1. I can't breastfeed... nothing is coming out...

2. I haven't poop yet since i gave birth...

3. my feet is so swollen until now. i'm trying to put my feet up when i'm laying down and eat pineapple. i feel like i have an elephant feet...

4. i feel useless because i'm in pain coz of my stitches and hemorroids... i've been drinking pain meds (which i know it will make me constipated) but if I don't drink the meds I can't even sit down and stand up coz of the pain...

i'm so sorry if i'm venting out here... i just feel so useless and frustrated. i'm just so lucky that my mom and my husband is here to help me... my husband is the one who feeds the baby most of the time and changes the diapers and my mom helps me around the house and cooks stuff that will make me lactate... my hudband told me not to stress out and it will happen soon. i don't want to cry in front of him. he just stepped outside to get some stuff for the baby and i just breaked down now...

Update 08/27: Thank you guys. it made me feel better. i'm trying to breastfeed right now even though nothing is coming out. My relatives said that the baby will help me lactate as well. everytime i do that my husband looks at me and says everything will be okay. you will have milk soon and he will kiss me and remind me that he loves me. keeping you updated.

update 8/27/17: just did number 2 (tmi) best relief ever.