alone forever

I'm 15 and haven't really been in any serious relationship. I've never kissed anyone. I'm incredibly awkward and for some reason I can't make eye contact. I'm scared I'll never be with anyone. in general people just aren't attracted to me. but when t be y are they stop pretty quickly when they realize I don't make eye contact and can't hold up a conversation. not to be dramatic but what's wrong with me. I'm scared no one will ever be able to withstand me