Crush on my best friends' friend 😬

Taylor

I have this huge crush on a fuckboy. It doesn't help the he is really close with my best friend since 7th grade. I've had a crush on him for almost a year (this was before I'd actually talked to him). Now we go to the same high school and have two classes together. He is such a womanizer it drives me crazy, yet the fact that he is so flirtatious and nice to me keeps me head over heels for him. (The other day he carried my bag for me because it was so heavy!! 😍). I really want to be closer to him, but the only way I can is if my bff gets us together. She's helped a lot but I don't know how happy she is that I talk about him all the time and have a huge crush on him. I know that if we were dating and it ended badly it would be so awkward. I really just don't know what to do. Plz help 😰