Just a late night love rant to my husband that he'll never see.

I love you and you think you know

But you don't

I'll love you more than you'll ever know.

You're sleeping right now but I'm wide awake

I'm happy.

I'm thinking of all our memories, and then the fact that we still will make so many more

You're literally the best husband, even though we've only been married for a year you are so good at this!

We met when we were 11 years old and now, 13 years later, I'm still falling in love with you.

You do so much and never complain.

You are so humble and its one of my favorite things about you.

You're the best fur dad to our two dogs that I could've ever wished for

And one day you'll be an amazing dad to our future fur-less kid

And even though I'm broken

And there's so many things wrong with me

And there's a possibility I might not ever have biological kids

You still love me

And that makes me love you even more

Through all the needles and blood work and tests

Through every miscarriage

Through every tear

You've been there, and one day it will pay off

All our fight, our fierceness, and determination will give us what we want and it will be so beautiful

No matter if we grow the child in my uterus or if they grow in our hearts (adoption)

It will be our best adventure yet

I couldn't pick anyone better to be on this journey with me.

I love you to the moon and back ❤️