What is wrong with me??

Kennedy β€’ Mama to 4 , Brighton

😒 I had a miscarriage last year and I just can't get over it. I go on holiday in a month then I want to try again I spoke to my fiancé and told him I want to and he said we will see. I said I'm coming off my pill December so .... ( harsh I know but he's terrible at making decisions so I have to kind of tell him exactly what I want.) I'm just so emotional right now I don't know why I think I am worried that he turns around and says no he doesn't want me to.... even tho he wants kids and we have cried together he just gets scared and we find a reason to wait. I think my question is if I tell him I am coming off my pill I can't be any more honest than that can I???