I recently got news that my PAP results show abnormal cells and that I'm being referred for a colposcopy. During my PAP my Dr. said that everything looked/felt normal so I immediately did my research & found that the most common reason for abnormal cells is HPV!!! I'm so so so scared of having it! I'm a grown adult so I have to face the consequences of my decisions but I'm scared of my family finding out as they don't know that I've ever been sexually active! Do I have to tell future partners that I have it?? I'm so embarrassed 😩😭