drugs are bad

I did not have a very good home life growing up and gave into peer pressure in my teens and would do different drugs off and on. never got addicted just liked to party with friends or boyfriends. the past 5 years I have not done anything but drink and now I don't even do that hardly ever because we are TTC. My husband and I both have had all the fertilty testing and everything comes back fine. I guess I just I have a lot of regret from my past and now that it's been hard for me to get pregnant I worry that might be why. 😢