I found out I was 8w pregnant in April 2017 and this past weekend i found a motel receipt of my husbands credit card account from June , I confronted him about it and he lied at first and then he couldnt take the guilt so he admitted he meet this chick at the gym and eventually brought this b* to the motel and still has the balls to say that nothing happend because the chick backedout last minute ( like thats supposed to make me feel better)

and like thats not enough i then go into his cellphone account and find a whole list of phone call logs to the same number for long periods of talk time throughtout the day, everyday since the middle of june with this other chick whom is supposedly the friend of the girl he meet at the gym and brough to the hotel. He says he used to talk to her friend to send her messages cuz i guess the gym bitch has no phone or something? or he prob was trying to fuck them both.

the level of trust in our relationshit has gonne down back to 0. and after arguing, having an anxiety attack, cramps, not sleeping all weekend, trying to kick him out for like 2 day, him crying and begging like a baby and stating he didnt even kiss her, and my parents talking to me. I decided to give him another fu*king chance just because i want my daughter to really have her dad there to bond with her in the first few months of her life.

I just dont understand how someone can do that like a month after findingout you are going to be a father. and like that wasnt enough you keep talking to her friend for months? if i hadnt discovered this this would have never stopped

now im depress and asking myself if i really did the right thing? what do you guys think?