I want a baby so bad...

Madison

I'll try to make this as short as possible. I got pregnant with my first child in 2013, I was sick the whole time. By sick I mean if you saw me you'd have thought I was a homeless person on drugs. I was so sick I couldn't even walk or bathe myself. I was in the hospital AT LEAST three times a week. Well flash forward to now I'm with my sons step father and he is an amazing dad to my son. We got pregnant last year but had a miscarriage. While we were pregnant I was SICK yet again. Couldn't work, couldn't get out of the bed and couldn't take care of my son. I want a baby so bad... baby fever is so real and I'm extremely depressed because he doesn't want to try for a baby bc he doesn't want me to be sick like that. Any advice would help... btw, there isn't a medication I didn't try while pregnant. NOTHING worked. 😪😪😪 I know he wants a baby he just doesn't want me sick. I feel like I'm not worthy of carrying his child