Four nieces and two newphews


I am 30 and I haven't had one child. I have had a D/c due to the fact that the doctors look too earlier and said I could of had black mold turns out that I was fine. My sister's both have children and I am here without any and wondering does anyone else go through this issues of siblings and sitting here watching them kid after kid and think dam... why can't I just have one. I love my family and I am happy for them I understand the beauty and hardship kids come with. I just want one to call my own. I just feel that it can be a hardship seeing and knowing they are able to have kids soo easily. I am just getting tired of this issue.