So I've known for a week that I'm having boy #6 and I was ok with it at first because all along I told myself it's another boy you don't make girls... This baby wasn't planned I was done and on birth control... I still hadn't got over the guilt I had about how depressingly disappointed I was about finding out my youngest was another boy.... secretly during this pregnancy I was thinking maybe this baby was a girl because I was meant to have one which is why I became pregnant again... Ever since I was a little girl I imagined myself with a baby girl... I go out in stare at all those pretty pink outfits and see these precious little girls with pony tails and bows... It just makes it worse!!!! Now I've been sitting here for the past two days starring at my ultrasound that says it's a boy hoping that by some chance they got it wrong!!! I know I'll love him as I have all my others... But it's depressing knowing that I'll never have that little girl I've always dreamed of... Sorry this is long I just needed to vent I

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