So this is the first month that my husband and I started talking about trying for our second we said if it happens it happens but we aren't going to try to hard. I was ok with that until I actually tried to test and I realized how badly I wanted to be pregnant again. With our first we tried for a year and had to be on clomid and progesterone so I was really hoping that I wouldn't have to go thru all that again to get pregnant. I know it's just my first month trying and last time it only took a year but it really is hard to not get sad when you realize you can't do it all on your own and have to jump thru hoops. So here is a negative test to remind me that this is a negative and some day we will get another positive.