20 + 4 💙

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This whole pregnancy I haven't really felt pregnant. I am a FTM and have had no symptoms except for some mild nausea in the beginning and some cramping. I have an anterior placenta so I have yet to really feel him move; I've only felt random kicks to my bladder every now and then, but no flutters or real movement. I had really been getting discouraged as I was feeling like I was missing out on the full experience. Needless to say, I've been taking biweekly belly pictures hoping to eventually see a bump appear and comparing week by week to see my belly change in hopes I'd start to show. I think this week he is finally beginning to make his appearance. I am so happy to finally begin to LOOK pregnant even tho I still don't FEEL pregnant.