After having 2 miscarriages I am currently 1 day shy of 17W! Everyone around me has been so excited and so emotional and although I have been too it's just not the same. I am filled with fear of what may possibly happen and I haven't allowed myself to get attached.

Fast forward to today... as I am at my desk eating the most delicious mango I have ever had (pregnancy taste buds lol) I felt my little one kicking for the very first time and I couldn't help but cry! This has all become very real to me and all of my fears have gone away! I haven't been able to stop crying lol! This is really happening! I am really going to be a mom!

I guess I will be eating more mangoes since my little one clearly seems to like it as much as I do lol!