Fuck I'm in love

I'm in love with you. And I wish I wasn't. We just started talking, and the next thing I knew I felt like we were soulmates. I know you feel this, too. And it's so dumb, we've never even met. You're married with three kids and supposedly getting a divorce. I'm married and finally ready to conceive with my husband.

I didn't mean for this to happen. I wish I didn't think about you the moment I woke up. I know everyone will say that it's because of preexisting relationship issues. Maybe I'm a nutcase.

The worst part is, when I don't hear from you for a week... I just want to stop talking to you forever. But I don't really want that. You're a drug to me. As soon as you say hello my heart lights up. I feel a spring in my step. And I'm so despondent without you. You make me feel incredible.

I'm really sorry I'm so confused. I'm really sorry I have these feelings for you. I wish I didn't. For everyone's sake.