Second miscarriage

Nella

Hi ladies I'm new to Glow and I have something's I need to get off my chest. My husband and I have been married for 9 months, we have been trying for our first baby for 7 months now and we succeeded- so I thought until I got hit with the M word (miscarriage). I had my first miscarriage when I was 19 and I didn't make too much of it because I felt like I wasn't ready but now I got married and wanting my first child (badly), I was hoping that it won't repeat it self but it did. I'm worried that if I get pregnant again it will be another (M word) and I feel l should just give up. My mind is not at easy, I can't sleep, I am constantly thinking and always on the internet for answers. I can't relax even when my husband tells me to and that there will be many more tries - that's the thing ! I don't want many more tries, I just want a health baby. I fell I might be doing something wrong but I don't know. I need help, please !