Surprise Pregnancy

Hi ladies. Before I get too in depth with the post, I want to make it clear that I respect anyone struggling or who has struggled to conceive. I couldn't imagine what it would be like to go through that. However my question here, or questions rather.. would be: Have any of you had a surprise pregnancy while on birth control? Have you ever taken or condsidered different options? I ask because I just found out I am expecting, which is the last thing I expected. In all honesty, I have never liked children at all. Never wanted any, never even considered it. It was never in the plans I had for myself. I decided I'm going to keep it, even though it's not what I want at all. So I suppose another question would be, how did you accept your pregnancy and carry on with it? Does the misery ever pass?