Any advice? 2months postpartum

So I'm 9weeks almost 10 weeks postpartum..not breastfeeding..I was suppose to get my 2nd cycle that's if it's coming on time this month but instead it was weird I thought I was starting because I got crampy and tired as hell but instead this.. Day 1&2 light brown cm barely noticeable and only when I wiped day 3 nothing had sex then late that night a few drops of red but only when wiped so I figured af was starting but day 4 nothing until mid day which again was light brown cm only when I wiped and same thing day 5 then nothing at all day 6 and currently just tired😏 I wouldn't want a baby right away but I wouldn't be upset etc as I'll still have 9months. Of course we knew it was possible being just having Amora so no big deal but just wondering what others think. I won't be crying or upset etc if I turn up pregnant but just wondering Should I count it as a cycle? do you think maybe pregnant etc.. Thanks for any help. (And yes I know and heard the your body isn't ready..I'm not trying to get pregnant but if it happens im not going to be all depressed and such I'm in a great relationship of 10yrs and this baby was our 3rd but also our rainbow) just though I'd add that☺️ again any thoughts or answers I appreciate ☺️