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Cynthia

i have been talking to this boy for several weeks and the first time we hung out was today at lunch because it was the first day of school . He took me to an alley across from the school and he started kissing me and then after we had the next class together and he just left me and didn’t even talk to me . I feel like I’m being used and it hurts me but I don’t know how to tell him how I feel about it . He tried to finger me but I told him no that I’m not ready and he told me yeah you are and I was like I’m really not and he stopped . But I’m just so confused . I feel like I’m weak because he shows me love and I really like it . I need help ..