40 year old masturbation "virgin"

Erin

I can count on one hand the number of times I've masturbated in my lifetime. I have also never ever experienced an orgasm. Great mind blowing sex, but never with that happy explosive ending. The fact is, I'm not too terribly concerned, but I should be. There is a small part of my inner goddess saying "what the fuck" but then my controlling mind shuts it down.

But it's time and I need help.