Do I love him? Or do I love him not?

It's like I do but I don't. Yes I love him because first we were best friends & of course I love my bestie but now that we're dating it's different.

It's nothing like with my last boyfriend(first love). I don't feel like spending ever second of every day with him

I don't get butterflies

It doesn't bother me that much when he goes to parties or I see him speaking to other females(I don't get jealous)

His exes or ex sexual partners don't make me feel any type of way towards them(i honestly don't care about them. One of them is even my friend)

Things just aren't the same as they were with my ex. He's more in love with me than I am with him. The only time when I really feel the love I have towards him is when I'm thinking about how well he treats me or if I'm thinking about losing him. Then I feel like crying. My feelings are all over the place.

So do I love him? Or do I love him not?